Miracles

“You are the God who performs miracles; you display your power among the peoples.” Psalm 77:14

Today a friend of mine had a baby girl. This is a miracle. For several years and several miscarriages later, it looked as if it might not happen but now she has two healthy and beautiful children. Miracle. I am so incredibly happy for her and their story. To hold a child after being told no or thinking will this ever happen? Best feeling ever. I know this too because that is what we were told before Walker. 4% chance. Maybe but definitely with fertility.. I had to have a surgery to have Walker and even still was told it wouldn’t happen for us. It did. Miracle.

I have seen so many things that can only be explained by God. I keep hoping that Walker continues to be one of them. I keep holding out hope that this is our one day. One day… We will have him back. I feel so much like the way these friends to the paralyzed friend must have felt in the bible.. I am carrying Walker on his mattress through all this junk trying to get him to be seen by God..To be given something that could restore his health. 

“He couldn’t bring him to Jesus because of the crowd, so they dug a hole through the roof above his head. Then they lowered the man on his mat, right down in front of Jesus.”Mark 2:4 (NLT)

I will do whatever it takes until it takes. I like that. Whatever it takes until it takes, until God reveals his healing. It’s my job, to take him to the cross. To lay him there and ask What next God? What do we do to find healing? 

This same friend that birthed her daughter today, sent me texts on Sunday sharing how much she believed in the miracle that was awaiting Walker. To know that you who are going through this journey with us are still storming the Heavens with prayers of healing and blessing upon our family. 

Thank you. Don’t stop. IT’s working. 

Walker has been four days without a seizure. He had 5 on friday and then none. I gave him his first dose of CBD tonight at .2ml.. that was an interesting dose to give.. do you know how little .2ml is? We will do that 3 times throughout the day. He seemed to not have any withdrawal from me lowering his ONFI dose on sunday night by 1ml. 8ml left to lower and we will be off of it. 

You’re probably wondering what changed for him to not have any? Great question. I have no idea. The only thing I have been doing different is giving ginger in his diet and stopped giving him such high fat and animal protein. We decided to stop the MAD since it wasn’t working, even though he was producing ketones. I have been giving him high vegetable, high omegas , and still low carb but not counting.. but not as much animal protein or fat. ..maybe that has helped? 

I still believe in healing. Maybe this will get us there. Please keep praying but also praising God for the miracles he is working and that we see such an incredible impact from Walker’s Miracle Story.. So far beyond us. 

“But, so that you may know that the Son of Man has authority on earth to forgive sins,”–He said to the paralytic–“I say to you, get up, and pick up your stretcher and go home.” Immediately he got up before them, and picked up what he had been lying on, and went home glorifying God. Luke 5:24-25